Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
First day
First day
I never have given this course the way I wanted to, But every year it's a little better. Nearer. I learn a little something myself, a few New tricks of hitting harder, making it clearer. | |
Life, like a meal you eat, or a dream, or a visit, Ends. No second chance, no change, no time for Bettering what you can do on the day you do it. Word in a poem there is no perfect rhyme for. | |
Teachers are blest. They can eat the dream again. The very book I work from builds and brightens. But, for you, this year with me is the only one, And my hope to help, my need to teach you, tightens. | |
Do you understand my need? As I speak, I love you. Later I'll vary that. I'll hate, pity, be bored, I'll ache in your troubles, lecture a little above you, Love you, and doubt by night what you're heading toward. | |
'You come and go, but this course goes on forever-' If I believed that, I'd believe that what looks From deep in your eyes, and speaks your name, is a lie. Now there is work to be done. Open the books. | |