Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
A taste for revenge
A taste for revenge
It began with the yellow terry-cloth trousers They took, not kept; to bury, not steal. A dream. It was a northeast summer shore, the sand gray. Rage maddened me in my sleep. I'll destroy you, You bastards, I'll tear you to pieces, furniture, Window-glass, your children's toys, and then you. What have I done to you? Give me my clothes. They were lost, I found them. Give them back to me. I whimpered in early morning sleep, and woke, And lay miserable in my bed a long time alone, Wondering, my murderous hate quieted a little. Who is it I want to kill? I want to kill someone. Who for no reason robs me? Somebody does. Not the two beach-friends, our cottages and wives At our backs. I never saw them till this dream. When I was wide awake, I thought with pleasure Of the power in me dredged up out of the dark To wreck. It drove me for days to do good work. | |