Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
In a college coffee house [College coffee house]
In a college coffee house [College coffee house]
(Translated by the Man At the Next Table) | |
Three (sen- timental) sophmores are remis- cing | |
Ah-life is sad. Most exquisitely sad. Most richly, yearning, sweetly-somber sad, With husky throated horns forever blowing Blended music in a minor key. Slow Sweeps the pageant by, the side procession Of this silly world, muted, once removed, Softened in velvet to the drowsy mind. | |
About the past, | |
A face in the crowd, a form remembered, A swift illusion in the color, held For a moment gone; A voice, memory, a sweet memory: | |
and their words... fragments. | |
Once last year...stayed up till morning..and sang To the stars... 'Deep in my heart, There is a dream..' And I remember..freshman year..gone now, Great boys, great fellows..no one like them since." | |
They are si- lent, think- ing. | |
The smoke breaks into visible music. Floating overhead, the curling volumes Seem all music, seem the long slopes of song, Strata that shift and melt and are blown down. Words, what poor pale muttering sounds are words To tell those golden, lost, once-only nights. | |
They wish. | |
Oh, these four walls should spring cathedral-high, Open to heaven, there should be a chant, Words, colors, memory and music mixed In praise of what mere words can not bring back. | |
They speak again. | |
But that was long ago and far away. Oh well. And that is life. And life is sad. | |
And are translated | |
So fiercely-tender, aching, throat-full sad And beautiful that it would burst the heart - If it were not that the heart endures this - God knows why - and finds itself somehow | |
by the Man at the next table | |
In love with life, and somehow, therefore, sad. | |