Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
In a dark wood
In a dark wood
To build a house, to get a son, to plant a tree. I would extend The old French satisfaction, said as maxim, and long sought, And seldom in my time and country three times known or caught. I live among such people as can not create, but can pretend. | |
I hate them. I have never said so. I hate myself. I follow Their drugstore laundry Sunday biscuit birth-rate wrack At low tide on a beach of seaweed. I flail through it, maniac, The dull surf in my face, and drink it, and cannot swallow. | |
To build a tree, to plant son, beget a house, to mingle The wisdom and the metaphor, this is to shape the room I'd live in. To bring decade a generation to a fume Is to be angry and in love. It is not simple, is not single, | |
It does not tarn out at first had seemed so right. This is the midst of life that Dante meant, who hoped to pave With his words hell's seven levels, that spiral concave Downward, where no voices, no ambition, loves, or anger bite, | |