Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
Remembering you, long after
Remembering you, long after
I climb to the upper arch of heaven To gamble skill against a sickening fall, Trusting the frail ropes and bars to hold, hold. I see the safe sawdust, hear brass bands play, Swing through the void from thought to thought, Hang poised on each a dizzy instant, while my mind Aches with my body's weight. Over again A thousandth time I somersault my trick, Learned to bitter perfection. When I dare, I glance below , and see my second self, My clown, my partner, scuttle through the ring, Play ape to my most difficult flight, then trip, Fall flat upon his idiot face; and hear The grandstand's faint applause and bellowed laugh. | |