Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
Portrait two
Portrait two
"Insanity for sure before he's thirty-five," The psych instructor whispered once of you. Watching the small weak mouth, the bulging brow, The wild, deep, suffering eyes, I know it's true. | |
What a worse fate you'll be delivered from At last in a weary downhill dozen years: Egotism run amuck and slaying you With a million wild hopeless wants and fears; | |
The limelight, the praise, love that you so need., That you demand and crave, slipping away;; The admiration you do not deserve Going no power in you to make it stay; | |
The hells of finding what you really are, Weak helpless erratic all these will go; All the poor pretence your pity of yourself Changed to blank utter peace, It's better so. | |