Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
I can hardly wait
I can hardly wait
One thing about getting older, I laugh more. Oh at myself, of course, echoed in voices Or seeing me sideways in mirrors. But the world! | |
I'm all for neighborhood, frontyard and back. What would we do without it? Let's have more. Let's make believe together or die separate. | |
I love it. Come Christmas, I love everyone. I hang wreaths on the ashman, oilman, postman, Fruitman, laundryman, and my two telephones. | |
Children aged fifty-seven I cannot love. A lump of coal in the Christmas sock to them, Many a dry eye if a fatal accident befall. | |
But real people! Nobody funnier than people, Blunder-fumble-bumbling their way around. Trying to cover up, they uncover everything. | |
People always try too hard to be people. I hurry to hurt them before they can hurt me. We pretend we haven't made a mess of it all. | |
Awkward is the word for almost everyone, Awkward brutally, pitifully awkward, a few Very young very beautiful simple awkward. | |
I'm people, too. Especially at Christmas. I want what I want when I want it, or sooner. Nine shopping days left. I can hardly wait. | |
I made a list of what I have: twenty shirts, Three typewriters, four thousand books, Six clocks, five jobs, two hands, one brain, | |
And no more shopping days left. Getting old. Well, I'll take what I have already, please. It's a lot to hang on to what you have. | |
Item, my son, a handsome animal, the big cub. Item, my wife, every day good to come home to. Item, poetry, the poems I haven't written yet. | |
And snow outdoors, heat inside-and people For this crazy easy middle-aged laughing-at. And Christmas. In fact, all the holidays. | |
Let's celebrate all the holidays from now on, New Year's, birthdays, pay days, April Fool's, And Christmas! Christmas! I can hardly wait! | |