Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
Conrad has an evening
Conrad has an evening
Conrad has an evening which he spends away In dreaming, And in doing nothing, and the little things That have the seeming Of a nothing. Not to Conrad, though. He smokes, and sends a thread Across the moonlight, lets the whiteness Float a silver cloud about his head.... Conrad flutters petals of a rose On water in a beaten copper bowl, Imagines junks on some blue ribbon of a river, Feeds his soul With dreaming thus, and calls it good. He squanders a whole hour owing still, Feeling the world's breath as it comes and goes, Listening to his own heart plunge, And hearing silence as it rolls and flows. he feels the phantom chain That binds him to the world Shake lose, and fall away. Night fades And Conrad stands alone upon the edge Of an eternal day. He shuts his eyes, and hears The sea's keen chiming A thousand fathoms deep. He sways To the misty water-flower's miming Of a strange rich dance. The figures Surge and flow about him, heavy, slow, And swirl above his bright head, falling, streaming... Conrad has an evening which he spends away In dreaming. | |