Collected Poems of John Holmes
Holmes, John A., Jr.
2002
You asked
You asked
You asked, "If you had all your life to live again, would you have it changed?" And I answer, Not in one single act or thought, but that I might live longer. Life has not shown me unmixed joy, nor unmixed pain; there are no fond regrets for anything. All that I had - and I had far more than I could deserve, being unworthy of the great gifts that I had of life - All that I gave - and I gave of myself, perhaps too largely to the friends and lovers of my youth - All that I did - and I filled each day to the ut- most, thinking and dreaming and living, tasting the highest and lowest fruits of life and love - These I would not have changed, were I to do it again. But I wish that my years could be more, that the time came not so soon to leave, and the fare-wells be not so near at hand. This is the one regret i have of life. Change it? No. If the dream could be dreams ed again, the same day would be at the end. We step along a path that leads us - who knows where, except that it leads us on - and up. All around are great things to do and see; and we know not where the journey began, or where it ends, and all too short is the little way we go. | |