At 11:30 at night my mother knocked the my door, came in the room, smiling, very pleasant. Sat on the edge of the bed and said "Oscar, you've been away for over four years now, at school. Why do you wanna go again? Why do you wanna leave your family?" And so I explained, "If I don't go, I'll always regret it." Well she said, "Well supposed you go out there and get sick." Well, she being a nurse knew that who would take care of you?